Xmas Comes and Goes.... And I'm Still Alone...

My xmas celebrations started like on the Saturday before Christmas. Korea was fine but I still prefer Japan or Taiwan.. :P

Was like real busy since I came back on Thursday and I'm really tired. So's my wallet and bank account. Wonder how am I gonna survive my January.

The airline still owe me my allowances for the Korea trip though and I seriously wonder when am I going to see it. I'm broke. And more so since I was forced to get my handphone cos my old one seems to be threatening to crash if I push it to work further. (But I later suspect that it's actually my SIM Card but oh well..) But at least now I'll be contactable even in countries like Japan or Korea.

Ok, back to Christmas Celebration. Met up with part of the NS gang for a christmas buffet dinner. Then me, J and her bf R went to catch The Warlords at PS. By the time I reach home that night, 2am.

Sunday is a meet up with Eugene and Lin. Went to see Ymond to fix my hair before meeting up with Lin. We went for some last minute shopping then decided to proceed to our dinner place first as we were tired of walking around. Had Genki sushi at Marina and followed by a few drinks at Harry's, Esplanade. Left pretty early, like 11 ish as I still need to wrap up presents for the exchange in office the next day.

I got a few stuff and vouchers from office but the best of all is the Esprit bag from Su.. Thanks DEAR!!!! I promise to use it for 1 full year....

Went to get my phone after the Xmas party in office. The wait was so long! And the person didn't even bother to check with me if I already knew what I needed and gave me the normal Q instead of the express one. Only when Su saw the flash on the TV in the shop then we knew. So I march up to the counter again and demanded for the express Q. Waste time sia...

By the time I got the phone and reach home, almost 4pm.. Laze a round a bit before leaving home to run some errands before meeting up with Hua, Min and Rac for KTV session and to celebrate Rac's birthday. We left at 2.30am and reached home only around 3am.

I spent Christmas sleeping, needless to say, and setting up my new phone but figured out that there's something wrong with the software so planned to go down to East point to get it fixed this coming Saturday.

Got a call from James this morning and guess what? I'm going to be an 'Auntie' soon! Ok lah, soon is August lah.. But still! I'm so happy for him. Ok lah, excited also lah.. Wonder if it'll be a boy or gal... Hard to imagine James a daddy though but I guess he'll survive. Appretiate that I'm one of the first one to hear the news. I'm really happy for him though some other issues exist.. :P

Going to play some games.. Hee.. Oops..

Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas people!

Away from Home...

I'm now at the airport waiting for my flight. I will be on my way to Korea in a few hours time. So far so good. First time to Korea and boy, am I nervous. I told the taxi driver to take me to Changi Hospital, Terminal 1 just now! See how distraught I am!

So far the group members look friendly and nice and I hope they are still after 5 Days!!!

I will try and blog to keep you guys updated as often as possible. If not, see you guys in 6 Days time!!

Dun Miss me too much!!!

More Birthday 'Celebration' Meetups...

Spent my birthday with Huimin in Orchard. Went shopping, got my winter clothing and contributed more money to Kino. But it's really fun as we had not met up for almost a year or 2. But things still very much feel the same. We are the same 2 giggly girls who couldn't stop giggling throughout the whole time we're together. It's as if things are still very much like we are in Secondary school. It's a really wonderful feeling. It's great to have friends whom you really dun have to keep in touch always but can pick up where you left it immediately. That's what real friends are.

Met up with James last night for dinner and boy, he really spoils me. First a dinner treat at the Jap-French Restaurant at Ma Maison at Bugis. He made the effort to drop by to make a reservation before we met up as he got to Bugis earlier. Luckily for that as there was such a long queue at the restaurant! And needless to say, due to work, I was late to met up with him but we managed to make it to the restaurant by the reservation time.

Had to fight with him for the bill but I lost. He just wouldn't let me get it. He not only got me a wombat from Australia as promised (or forced) but a nice travel wallet as well! I really enjoyed myself and the good food! Thanks again Bro! And the new additions to my pressie collection...

Early Celebration.. As usual.. Hee

Yes, I will turn another year older but only in 2 more days. However, I had started my celebration since Thursday. And thanks to the lovely people around me, I had been showered with gifts even before my birthday arrive!

I went for dinner with Casey on Thursday. Thanks for the seafood feast!

Friday, went out for dinner with Gina, Uncle William, 'Ah Pa' and Su. Visited the 'Manhattan Fish Market'at PS. The concept and food is similar to Fish & Co but I like Manhattan better. After which Ah Pa treated us to ice cream and I got a slice of strawberry ice cream cake. And that big, cute & cuddly Pooh is my first pressie for the year!

This comfy and cuddly cushion is a present by my 2 interns. They are really so nice. Not only the cushion but they even wrap it in a blue wrapper! My favourite colour!

Tonight is the gathering dinner with my ex-colleagues. Thanks Susi, Joey, Roger, Rachel, Agnes and Hubby, Triston for being there. Had a great dinner at Waraku, Central. Thanks for going through the trouble for getting me a 'Doraemon'cake and the wonderful effort of preparing the whole lot of 'pressies'! Really had so much fun! Thank you all for the Clinique make up kit. Thanks Desmond Ge Ge, Tatoo, Ah May May, Ah Na and Alicia. Thanks for chipping in to get me the kit. Just a few photos first. Will upload all into my Flickr photos...

And of cos I couldn't resist getting the blue 'sotong' for myself when I pass by Mini Toons!

Will be meeting up with Min, Hua and hopefully Rac tomorrow!

Happy Birthday to Me!

Rest in Peace Boys...

Today is the funeral of our 5 young outstanding gentlemen who ended their journey doing what they love best. Just watched the wake on the news and tears streaked down.

I really feel for their families and frends.

My deepest condolences to all who knew, loved and worship them. All of you will definitely be deeply missed.

I salute you all and dedicate this post to you. Continue to shine and carry on your passion and look after all your loved ones from up above.

I take a moment... For all of you....

Sleepless...

Wah.. Had a horrible night last night.

Wah.. Nightmare. Dreamt that my office is so haunted. And the ghost sent me a very clear message. 'I'll leave only if you do'

Meaning? Mummy says that its a strong and wicked sign that it's time I leave. And that my office is really full of 'ghosts' (or I normally call them b***h*s... Hee).

I'm just waiting for my M to find someone to work at the counter permanently then i'll start looking for alternatives. But then again, if the opportunity comes earlier, I might just..

Well, we'll never know. Maybe something might happen and make me fall in love with this place again and master the courage to stay on? Hee..

Angry again this morning over some B***h again. Sigh.. It's kinda turning routine...

Oh! And I managed to load in my photos from my Taipei trip in July in my album.. Erm... The rest are coming.. Cos I need to free up all my SD cards! I've fully utilised all 5+ GB of it!!!

A Very Tiring Weekend...

It's really been a crazy week.

The trip was nice, except that I think I almost broke my wrist with knowing it and now it still hurts.

Flight delay on the way back. Ended touching down only at 12.05am. More than half an hour after the schedule. By the time I reach home and settle down, it's already almost 2am.

Reported at Marina Square at 9.30am on Saturday for the Adelaide Consumer fair. Then this morning, reported at 5.30am at the Airport to do a grouo check in for my Manager's group. Sigh.. I'm so deprived of rest!!! ARGHHH!!!!

Will upload the photos and the details of the trip in a while so stay tuned!

Another Blog Before I Fly Again...

Back from the wonderful massage chair... I can even off the lights of the room!

Will　be boarding for the domestic to Sendai in 10 minutes. So a quick blog.

Will defintely blog whenever I can on this trip. Makes it easier to write my report when I'm back as well.. Ke...

Take care and stay tuned!

Arrival In Japan...

Finally in Japan Narita Airport after 7 Hrs of flight. I'm now in the Club ANA Lounge in Narita. It's really big as compared to the Singapore one. They even have shower rooms and massage chair rooms!

Okie.. that's for now! I'm off to the massage chairs!

Basic Courtesy...

An intern from a rather 'prestigious' school SHA*** just tendered in a very ugly way. Not that I was sad to see him go. Happy actually but angry over the way he did it. He just came into office very early in the morning to do his so-called handover and just slip his resignation under a stack of papers on my Manager's desk. How courteous is that?!

And to make things worse, he didn't even inform anyone of us. He just left.

Ha! Good riddance man..

At least I won't need to throw up blood just by looking at him...

International Blogger's Day - Free Burma...

Was sent to Myanmar for a short trip a few years back. That was the most peaceful place I've ever visited. And the Shwedagon, it's really really nice and grand. Myanmar's Life seems to be evolving round this grand holy place.

Seeing the place being the center of the protest really saddens me. How can such a nice and peaceful place transform to a place of fear and uncertainty just in a few days?

So here is my 'contribution'...





I really hope we will have back the Myanmar I so missed... Soon...

A Fantastic Concert... Cheers!

... A Piece Of You...

Cheers! That's the name of the singer whose concert I went to today. Just came back from Cheer Chen's (陈绮贞) concert.

I had a really bad morning. So bad and frustrating that I teared again. Thanks to work again. Sometimes life can be so unfair and torturing. Nothing made me feel better. Not even when my Manager called to 'sayang' me.

OT till 6 plus today. On the way, had a fight on sms with a sec school fren of mine. People just can't understand they kind of frustration and stress I'm under.

Anyway, by the time I reach home, it's already 6.30pm. Rushed through shower and dinner but still only manage to leave my house at 7.30pm. Took a cab down to Max Pavillion in fear of being late for the concert.

Was really glad I went for it. Though alone. I truly enjoyed it. Her vocals is really really good and her life performance is really exactly how she sounded on CD. Totally no regrets. It really help me relax and destress. Halfway through the concert, everyone rushed to the front. I managed to get a place very near to the stage. She is really so pretty and sweet looking. And her dedication to original and un-comercialised music is really so touching. I'm really refreshed by the concert. This is definitely the best concert so far. Now I realy know how the tickets to her Taiwan concert sells out within 3 days and even before publicity starts. It's really good.

The stage layout's fantastic too. One main screen and 2 vertical rectangular screens lined out next to both sides of the main screen. While she sings, we started with having animated sky with shooting stars occasionally, then as the concert progresses, we see a house in mist of the green field then followed by video clips in relation to the songs. It's the first time I've seen this kinda set up. and to top the experience, guess how many Encores? At least 4 - 5! so many I lost count. The most in all the concerts I've attended. We just didn't wanna let her go. We keep wanting to hear more. How many songs she sang? Lots! I really lost count. Cos she doesn't talk much, she just sang and sang for full 3 hours. Bravo!

I got quite a number of photos and some clips from the concert. Will post up once I've 'copywrited' them. So stay tuned!

Below are some net extract of the concert:

陳綺貞巡迴演唱會

「陳綺貞2007 台灣巡迴演唱會 A Piece of Summer」 忽然懷念起沒有電視沒有網路的日子忽然懷念需要提筆寫信給你的日子單純的音樂穿越時空的記憶凝結在對美好夏天的期待與思念Live 幾乎已經成為陳綺貞的代名詞了這個幾乎不上電視節目 不炒新聞平均2~3年推出一張專輯的陳綺貞卻低調而堅持的選擇以Live演出作為與觀眾溝通的唯一方式在她時而溫柔時而爆發的歌聲中你聽到了自己也幾乎愛上 那一個傾心融於綺貞音樂中的自己2005年陳綺貞花的姿態演唱會 門票在三天之內銷售一空創下台灣有史以來演唱會門票銷售速度最快的紀錄讓許多來不及參與的歌迷們至今仍抱憾連連我們已不需要再探究陳綺貞演唱會的魔力究竟是什麼應該問問自己需要的是什麼?你期待的夏天是什麼?在那個夜晚 在綺貞的LIVE 相信你會得到解答不要再有遺憾2007年 這個夏天演唱會是陳綺貞給你的一個片段希望它能填補你正在找尋或是曾經失落的那一塊 A piece of summer a piece of you...

WooHoo!

At last! A little bit of motivation..

Might be flying off again next month... Where? One of my favourite place on earth.. But an area I've never been to before..

Only thing is that I might have to share a room with someone I dunno... Bummer..

But still, no complains.. Cos... I'll be on the 'big metal bird' again!!!

Yeah!!!!!!!!!

Yawnz... + Stress...

Still in office.. Cannot make it le.. zzzzzzzzz........... Dying already.. Hope I can survive tomorrow...

Stupid Natas Travel Fair... I'm gonna look so damn bloody rugged after this.. As usual... Sighh...

Back Off Gal!

What an absurb thing to say by restricting on other's use of tissues in office. Since when is there a regulation that not too many tissue boxes are allowed on the front counters. We don't put them in places visible to customers. We keep them for our own use. Since when on Earth are we not allowed to have our own stash of those boxes? That is so fucking absurb.

When you want to give orders, think little girl. Stop being spoilt. Yes you are so damn freaking spoilt. And you really think you are excellent? It's just taht people don't bother to tell you what they think of you and your problem. Boot-licking will get you nowhere in the long run.

To me, I seldom wanna talk and argue with you cos I take you as a spoilt brat. A little girl not worth me wasting my time on. But you really get on my nerves.

Just mind you own bloody business and keep off my back and area. And good luck in this industry. Little Bitch.

There. I feel better now.

A Change in Environment Needed.

Got another offer today. This will be the 2nd one pending. I will need to decide soon. But the 2nd offer will only come into view on March next year but I need to decide if I really wanna do it as risk will be involved. And we are talking about major ones.

Another is to stick with a similar job scope but just a change in environment. And the third one which requires a lot a lot of initiative and courage from myself is still on hold. But that will be what I really dream on doing but have the least confidence of achieving it. Sooooo......

Xtra Large...

They just changed the screens in office to 17" ones... Damn obiang.. And bright... Feel so out of place with it. My goodness.

Still getting used to it.

A Short Holiday...

Well, sort of...

Was sent on a 2 nights cruise by my company. Purpose was to familiarise ourselves with the cruise and thus enable us to sell better.

I've always felt that cruises are boring. Or rather, Singapore cruises are. And I still think so.. Nothing to do. Boring. But one good thing that came out of it, or rather 2 things.. it refreshed my memory about how the cruise is like and I won $100 from the jackpot machines. Haa... So the expenses I incurred is all really paid for by Starcruise. Went for leg massage in KL and bought some snacks back for the office people. And after all that, I still have some of the winnings left. Ha Ha.. Woohoo!!!!

Anyway, next thing to do now is to really complete my special resume for a special job application. Hope it all goes smoothly...

A Nice Morning to Start off..

Just got an msn message from one of my ex-colleagues... It really warmed my heart. Wow...

Cos I'll be going on a cruise (sent by company) and cos it's the seventh month where ghosts are believed to be out for the full month. And cos her bf is also going on the same cruise.

So she got an amulet not just for her bf but for me as well... So so touched. Can't wait to board the cruise..

Some Things to Keep Myself Sane...

Recovering... Slowly but surely. At least as compare to this morning, I'm steadier now.

Hope I'll be hopping around well on Wednesday. Oh, We got to stay in the Oceanview with Balcony rooms for the cruise. Yipee!!

Well, test results....

Mingle² - San Diego Singles

See, I told people my blog is not to be circulated so intensely!! Read at your own risk!

Never Been So Sick...

Woke up at 7am yesterday morning to find myself with a fever of 39.1 degrees. Ran to the toilet to throw up the minute I sit up. Fever went up to 39.6 degrees at 9am. But think I really have to hand it to myself. Cos I can actually brave the heavy rain and walked 15min to my family doctor's clinic. But after that, can't keep my eyes open without feeling like throwing up.. So so giddy.

Felt so cold that I was shivering non-stop the whole night thru. Seriously thought I wasn't gonna make it.. Thought I'll freeze to death. Scary...

Doc says the virus had went down to my stomach. Gastric flu... Body aching like they're shattering.. But luckily his medicines are all very effect. Feeling better.. That's why I'm back in office. But still feel like I'm threading on clouds.. Floating.. And still have no control over my limps.. And they're still cold..

Had really taken a lot of MCs recently.. and coincidentally, during days which my other senior colleague is on leave. The same yesterday. Think I'm gonna be kicked out of this place soon if my 'atas' people think I'm skiving... But I'm really down on luck. Never been missing so much work/school in half a year!

Hope I'm still going for the cruise on Wednesday. Worried that they might take my name out cos they think I don't deserve it. But even if they do it, I have no choice. At least my conscience is clear and all my cases are genuine and serious ones. I tahaned on Thursday as I had a briefing to attend but didn't expect it to turn that bad despite all the medication and health supplements I took on Thursday in attempt to suppress the virus.

Lost 2kg just like that.. Thought it's due to dehydration though...

At least it isn't dengue....

Bad Luck... & Bad... Bitch(es)....

Arghh....



I caught the flu virus.. First my mum, then my boss, then my brother, now me... Bummer.. Started with a cough yesterday.. Now feeling cold and feverish at the same time. ARGHH....



First my ankle, then my back. Now, Sick. Good. What a good 2nd half a year I have. Kill me... It'll be faster.



And to make things better, I am going on a rare cruise fam trip next Wednesday. And I can't take MC for tomorrow cos the B**** of today's topic is on leave.



Ok, finished with the bad luck. Now comes the B****(es).



Upon knowing that I was sick, a big hoo-haa happened. D B**** screamed for the whole counter people to take vitamins, ask one of the temp staff to spray the air purifyer all over... A lot. And she almost attack my phone as well. Then my AM asked me why issit so noisy outside so I told her what was going on (like I can hide the commotion if I wanted to), and she came in to join in the noise. I know she meant well (cos she told the D B**** off for being rude), but that makes things worse. Sigh...

My intern sitting next to me is killing me.. I'm dehydrating.. And drained from talking to him...

ARGGHH!!!!

ARGHHH!!!!

My handphone ditched me for my bed this morning... ARGHHH!!!!!

A Surprising Good Movie....

Quite a nice weekend... But not enough sleep. As promised, I met up with one of my little Gal (ex colleague) at Orchard. Woke up 2 hrs early but ended up 15 min late. No choice, called for cab as no cab wants to show up (as usual). Called once while I was still waiting along the main road but cancelled the booking when heard the car plate number of the yellow coloured which just drove past me. ??!!!!! You go pass me instead of picking me up and took a call?! No way I was gonna give you the extra call charge! Waited for a few minutes before calling for another cab. I was late already anyway.

BTW, went to catch the show 'Secret' directed and lead by Jay Chou. WOW!!! I really love it!!!! Love the way he incorporated music and piano into the movie. WOW!!! Will be watching it again on Friday.... Hee...

Was on leave so accompanied mummy to SGH eye centre for her regular check up...

Came home to find my bro with a high fever. Keep waking up in the middle of the night to check on him... Now... Yawnzzz......

A Great Movie...

One more day and my other senior is back!!! Although I'll miss the quiet days (as in I dun have to fight things out with her stupid ego) but at least I'll be less stressful.

Left the office only at 8.30pm last night. Sigh... Forgot about a dinner gathering with my cuzzie.. Arghh...

My back is better... At least I was able to sit through a movie today. Went to catch the local production by Royston Tan - '881' with my brother. Catch the 2.05pm show. It's really really good! I'm really proud to see that he can really make a very good movie. Needless to say, I 'teared' (to be put very mildly) again.. Non-stop. Ke ke..

Off to de-stress with some online gaming... Hope that tomorrow will be a peaceful day...

ARGHHH!!!!

Spent 2 days at home.. Resting my poor back..

On back brace now.. So uncomfy...

And... I haven't study for my Jap test yet. And it's tomorrow... Think I am gonna flunk it again...

Bleh...

My Poor Poor Back...

On Mc for today and tomorrow. I sprain my back. Went to the company doc. She gave me 2 types of muscle relaxer, a day one and a night one. But the day one doesn't work. Couldn't get out of bed this morning. When I can finally get out of bed (which took me a good 15 minutes), I went down to Tampines Polyclinic to get an x-ray done.. Result: a slight narrowing in the L5/S1 sector of my spine. Doc say it could be I'm born with it, or a slip disc. Given appointment to see the bone people at CGH in Sept. Hope that nothing's serious. But at least the medication given to be is of much more use as compared to that given by my company Doc... BUT ARGGHHHH... I have a Jap paper on Sunday!!!!

Half a day was wasted at the polyclinic.. Couldn't keep awake after taking the medication... Now it is also taking effect.......

Stress...

Wah... Crazy days.. Gonna be so for the next 2 weeks as my other senior colleague is on 2 weeks leave. I'm currently the only senior left on the front line with 2 other new staff.. ARGHHH...

And to make things worse, I think I just sprained my back.. arghh..

Touching Moment...

On my way to the MRT station this morning, I chance upon this elderly couple on the feeder. I think they must be at least 60 years old if not 70.

Both are sitting silently beside each other. No words of exchange, not even looking at each other. However, they were holding hands throughout the whole journey. Not just holding hands but 十指交扣... Occassionally, the old lady will playfully hit the palm of the old man. Then they will resume holding hands the same way.

It is really heart-warming to see old couples still so much in love with each other. With divorce rates so high, with couples filing for separation even before they can celebrate their 5th wedding anniversary, this is really a very encouraging sight. It showed me that even in this materialistic and sometimes, unfeeling world, true love still do exist. And couples will really grow old together and stay by each other.

Somehow, it helped built up my confidence in relationship. But only by a millimeter...

Sigh..

Another girl leaving the company. But I guess for her, it's expected as bossie really don't like her cos she really have extremely low EQ. So...

Aiyoh.. Kenna complain by an unreasonable pax. Early in the morning somemore. ARGGHH!!!....

Then they wanna change to incentive scheme. Not that I care. As long as they don't touch my basic pay... If not, what diff are they from my previous *chee na* company?!

Just to let off some steam..

Bored Bored Bored

Another little gal of my clique in office is leaving.. Sadness.. Sigh.. How?

Leaving as in resigning.. though from accounts department but we had so much fun everyday together.. The daily fights and arguments.. Now she tell me she's tendering.. Arghhh...

When will it be me?!

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really cannot stand my F***ing colleague. So what if you had been promoted to a sup? Ya ya loh.. I seriously think people here have poor upbringing and doesn't know what is respect. It's really sickening working in places like this.

It's sick working with people like this.

People who think they are really the bosses (when they are not.) ARGHH!!!!!!!!!

I really need to get out!!!!!!!

My Mummy's Home!!!

Wipee!!!!

Mummy called me at 5.30pm just now.. SHE'S BACK!!!! Wah!!! I missed her so so much!!!!

I am gonna take the cab back and cling on to her like a koala for the rest of the night!!!!

Minutes countdown to knocking off!!!

Count Down...

Yeah! Mummy coming home tomorrow afternoon!

Wah! Almost had a heart attack last night. Earthquake in Japan!!! And the stupid news highlight only mentioned Japan but not where.. Made me rush into the room to set up my laptop for search on the news. Sigh..

Luckily it's not in Hokkaido and my parents will only be coming to Tokyo this afternoon. I hope nothing happens between now and tomorrow evening.

Thank GOD my parents will be home tomorrow!!!!

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Caught Harry Porter and the Order of the Pheonix on Sat. Almost fell asleep... But it was really fun watching with the group.

Sigh.. An invitation to dinner and watch Die Hard 4 tonight. Sianz...

Official event so cannot escape. Dinner at 7.30pm and movie only at 9pm.. Double sianz.. Sure cannot go home before midnight one.. Initially thought of conveniently disappearing after a visit to the ladies after the show started but due to the fact that a few of the 'ah gals' in my office will also be attending and absolutely made me promise to stay with them throughout the movie, there goes my plans.. Sigh..... Said will escort me to the toilet and back to make sure that I don't disappear.

Just hope I can get home and sleep earlier....

*I miss my Mummy... And my bed...*

I Miss My Mummy....

It's only day 1 and I'm missing them already.

Sent my parents on a 7 Days Hokkaido trip. I miss my mummy!!!! But I think she deserve the trip. Provided my dad doesn't piss her off.. :P

Anyway, was almost 20 minutes late for work this morning.. The result of over reliant on my mummy.. Work up late, then realised I have to take over the job of praying and preparing the offerings.. Ha.. Tonight must see if I need to do the laundry (for the first time). Sigh.. Yes, I am a very pampered and spoilt princess.. I need to figure out how to use the washing machine.. I am terrible with housework.. Arghh...

Hope I will be on time for work tomorrow..

Can't keep my eyes open...

I know I promised to load the pics last night but.. Cannot make it lah.. So tired...

Even now that I'm at work, my eyes refused to stay open!!!!

Home Sweet Home

Yope! I'm back!

Touched down on late Saturday night. Boy came down to help me with my luggage and was surprised to see mummy still in the living room waiting up for me. I opened up all my baggies and passed them the souvenirs and food I bought for them. Bought a few Doraemon stuff for my bro.

Chatted with my mum for a while and by the time I was ready for bed, it's already 2+am.

Shikin's wedding yesterday morning. Dragged myself out of bed at 9+am. Took a cab down to JURONG EAST for the wedding. Cos I over-slept, spent a bloody $21.50 on a 20min cab ride from Bedok. Sigh..

Had lunch while waiting for Kin to come down. She look so different!! So nice! We left the place at around 1 plus after the procession and I took the express bus 506 back home. Took me 1 full hour even for the express bus.. Sigh....

Not enough sleep!!! Argh....

But really glad I went for the wedding. It was really an eye opener. And I'm really happy to be part of the wedding..

Will try to upload the pictures tonight... Hopefully.. He he he...

Day 4 In Beautiful Taiwan

Yup.. Just steal some time to post before my group mates turn up and I have to be on the road again.

Ya ya ya, I promised to post last night but was too tired lah...

In Taichung now and will be taking the bullet train back to Taipei later. Cool!!! My first experience taking the public express bus from Taipei to Taichungon my own! And now to try their new in operation bullet train! WAH!! I am really enjoying myself here (despite some tiny weeny prob with my room mate..)

Okie, gotta run! Photos only when I come back ok?!

Reporting From Taichung!!

Yoz people! I'm in Taichung now... Day 3! Off to shopping now!!! More news tonight!!!

Away in Taiwan 01 Jul - 07 Jul......

Ok. 1 last post before I set off to the airport. Finally, the day had arrived for me to......................... Fly Off To Taiwan!!!!!!!! Yeah!!!!! Oohh.. I miss flying so so much! And I miss Taiwan so so much!!!

Wish me luck in finding a rich and handsome guy over there.. Wahaha... I'll try to post if I can get my hands on any internet access but if not, see you in 7 Days' Time!!!

Super Duper Pissed Off...

It was a nice morning and early afternoon before K comes in.. ARGGHH!!!!!!!



She just wanna spoil everything.. Really, Seriously cannot tahan her.. She is definitely gonna be the reason if I leave this place. And I am.. Just waiting for a good chance.



Anyway...



Went for dinner with Ronnie Kor Kor last night. We visited this 'Tatsu Teppanyaki' Restaurant at Chijmes. I had cold soba and a bottle of mineral water, he had 2 bottles of Asahi beer and fried rice. To share, we had sashimi for 2 and a piece of rib-eye. Almost fainted when I saw the bill. I mean, I know we are eating at Chijmes, I know we are eating good food but SGD 262 for a meal for 2?!!! *faintz*



But the rib-eye is very good.. I have no complaints.. Cos I'm not the one paying.. Ke ke ke.. Thanks Kor for the wonderful dinner! Next time I will buy.. We go Lau Pa Sat ok? HA ha ha..

The purpose for the meet up is actually to get the mags that he bought for me from Aussie.. And in the end? He FORGOT!!! Sigh.. Now I have got nothing to read again.. Was soooooooo looking forward to it man! Darn..

But never mind lah.. More reasons to meet up when I come back from my long awaited Taiwan Trip!!

1 more day.. And no packing done yet!! Gulp...

Letting Off Steam Again

SOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANGRYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously cannot make it..

I really cannot work with someone like that.

I came up with the below theory:

AM = Grouchy.

There's 2 meanings to AM. One is morning, the other is... *Er hm*...

Anyway, this is a theory which I came out with just like that. Cos I'm not a morning person and normally when I come into the office in the morning, I'm extremely anti-social and I don't interact with my colleagues and talk only when I need to. Only after 11am then will I warm up and start my daily interaction. Guess they are all used to it already.

4 more days to my Taiwan trip..............................

A Good & Enjoyable Weekend

Had so much fun at the chalet last weekend. I only stayed overnight on Saturday night instead of the planned Friday night. Met up with Mr T and Lynn, who also left NS around the time I did. It was really nice..

We went out to the beach at around midnight. Spent almost an hour on the 'man-made island'. It was really what I needed. I feel refreshed and energised. I guess it was being out with friends and relaxation that I need. Or is it thesound of the crashing of the waves against the sea? And the sea breeze?

I don't know but it really helps to make me a little tiny bit happier.. Can't wait for my Taiwan trip this weekend!!

Relaxation at Last..

Did an impromtu meeting with J last night.. Met him at Bugis station control to pass him some Insight Vacations and Trafalgar Tours. Said he's thinking about Greece for honeymoon.

It was good spending sometime together alone. It's been a long time since we did that. As usual, he still 撒娇 to me a lot. This is one thing that will never change I think. He always does that. Since secondary school times. And I still think of the best for him. Guess this understanding between us will always be the same.

Went for cheng tng before we took the bus home. Of course he buy lah.. Ke ke ke..

Really enjoy the short 1hr together... Wonder when will we be able to do it again..

Will be going for the long awaited BBQ later with the ex NS gang. Really can' t wait. Another half an hour more and I'll see the crazy gang again! Although there was a lot of politicing, we still enjoy the company of one another. Really miss them a lot.

I really need to get out more.. My depression is getting the better of me and engulfing me again. I need to come up for air before I really drown.

I hope meeting up with them will help and I'll be able to feel better after the trip next week.

*Keep me in your prayers.. I really need it..*

Why am I feeling This Way?

I am experiencing this feeling where I am in constant fear.. The feeling is real bad.. So bad that I'm panicking.. I look ok but in me, it's a mess.. I dunno why.. And I'm feeling very scared right now..

Corporate People

Working on a case given to me by my M. Corporate client... Sigh.. They are difficult people to please. First they cannot decide on the destination. Then when finally they decide on the place to go, they cannot decide if they want to extend a not. Sigh.. Then now, they tell me that they are making their own reservation for the international sector. And guess when they're traveling? Next Tuesday. ARGHH!!!

Ok.. Here are the pictures from the wedding.. Part of it lah.. Will post the rest I have bit by bit...

This was taken at the end of the dinner.. There's a wackier version but not nice lah.. So just this loh..

This is one of the few wedding photos they had on display lining the way to the dining area. I find it really unique as I don't remember seeing anyone with this style of wedding pics before.

This is my personal favourite. Absolutely love this piece...

Stay tuned for more.....

His Wedding...

Ok, here is the post about James' wedding. My first christian wedding. The first time I see his dad, the first time someone so close to me got married. I still can't believe he's already someone else's husband. It was nice. Thank god for Lizzy who went with me. At least I get to fufill my role as his 'sister' and don't feel out of place alone in the celebration at the same time. But the feeling's really weird. Tried to post some pics but I think there's some probs so I'll try again later.. Stay tuned!!

Reason Why I Wanna Shift Here...

Apart from the money issue, another very big reason is cos my old bloggy is actually accidentally exposed to some people who I don't want as a reader to it. My blog is a place for me to vent my anger, frustration, share what I went through and my life with my friends. Not for people to read and bitch about it behind my back and worse still make my life more miserable.

I believe the main purpose of a blog is for us to write and feel better.. Not write and worry of anyone will use it back on us.. Thus, after much consideration, I decided to change to this new location.

I fall in love with this blogskin the minute I see it. I guess at this point of time, I feel I'm floating helplessly in the deep vast ocean, trying to find my lighthouse. But till now, no luck. Hopefully, by the opening of this new blog, I'll be able to find myself again real soon...

James' wedding tomorrow... Have not decide what I will be wearing... Have not prepare his card.. But prepared the ang pow already *heart aching..* .

No time to touch the keyboard for weeks.. KY is gonna kill me on Sun.. I'm already very behind Min and Hua and I've been missing lessons... And now I still can't play the song.

Kanji test on Sunday, 2 Pages of homework. Unlearnt, un-practised, undone...

Look out for my pic on the Orbituary page on Monday.. *CHOY!!!!!*

More problems....

I really have to leave this place before I go crazy and die here..

I dunno what their strategy is but seriously it's not gonna work.. It will not 'motivate' me more. It will only torture me more and push me out of this place faster.. And the latter is working.. I AM GOING.....

First Post...

Okay... Setting up this new place of mine.. Hope this will turn up well..