Super Duper Pissed Off...

It was a nice morning and early afternoon before K comes in.. ARGGHH!!!!!!!



She just wanna spoil everything.. Really, Seriously cannot tahan her.. She is definitely gonna be the reason if I leave this place. And I am.. Just waiting for a good chance.



Anyway...



Went for dinner with Ronnie Kor Kor last night. We visited this 'Tatsu Teppanyaki' Restaurant at Chijmes. I had cold soba and a bottle of mineral water, he had 2 bottles of Asahi beer and fried rice. To share, we had sashimi for 2 and a piece of rib-eye. Almost fainted when I saw the bill. I mean, I know we are eating at Chijmes, I know we are eating good food but SGD 262 for a meal for 2?!!! *faintz*



But the rib-eye is very good.. I have no complaints.. Cos I'm not the one paying.. Ke ke ke.. Thanks Kor for the wonderful dinner! Next time I will buy.. We go Lau Pa Sat ok? HA ha ha..

The purpose for the meet up is actually to get the mags that he bought for me from Aussie.. And in the end? He FORGOT!!! Sigh.. Now I have got nothing to read again.. Was soooooooo looking forward to it man! Darn..

But never mind lah.. More reasons to meet up when I come back from my long awaited Taiwan Trip!!

1 more day.. And no packing done yet!! Gulp...

Letting Off Steam Again

SOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANGRYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously cannot make it..

I really cannot work with someone like that.

I came up with the below theory:

AM = Grouchy.

There's 2 meanings to AM. One is morning, the other is... *Er hm*...

Anyway, this is a theory which I came out with just like that. Cos I'm not a morning person and normally when I come into the office in the morning, I'm extremely anti-social and I don't interact with my colleagues and talk only when I need to. Only after 11am then will I warm up and start my daily interaction. Guess they are all used to it already.

4 more days to my Taiwan trip..............................

A Good & Enjoyable Weekend

Had so much fun at the chalet last weekend. I only stayed overnight on Saturday night instead of the planned Friday night. Met up with Mr T and Lynn, who also left NS around the time I did. It was really nice..

We went out to the beach at around midnight. Spent almost an hour on the 'man-made island'. It was really what I needed. I feel refreshed and energised. I guess it was being out with friends and relaxation that I need. Or is it thesound of the crashing of the waves against the sea? And the sea breeze?

I don't know but it really helps to make me a little tiny bit happier.. Can't wait for my Taiwan trip this weekend!!

Relaxation at Last..

Did an impromtu meeting with J last night.. Met him at Bugis station control to pass him some Insight Vacations and Trafalgar Tours. Said he's thinking about Greece for honeymoon.

It was good spending sometime together alone. It's been a long time since we did that. As usual, he still 撒娇 to me a lot. This is one thing that will never change I think. He always does that. Since secondary school times. And I still think of the best for him. Guess this understanding between us will always be the same.

Went for cheng tng before we took the bus home. Of course he buy lah.. Ke ke ke..

Really enjoy the short 1hr together... Wonder when will we be able to do it again..

Will be going for the long awaited BBQ later with the ex NS gang. Really can' t wait. Another half an hour more and I'll see the crazy gang again! Although there was a lot of politicing, we still enjoy the company of one another. Really miss them a lot.

I really need to get out more.. My depression is getting the better of me and engulfing me again. I need to come up for air before I really drown.

I hope meeting up with them will help and I'll be able to feel better after the trip next week.

*Keep me in your prayers.. I really need it..*

Why am I feeling This Way?

I am experiencing this feeling where I am in constant fear.. The feeling is real bad.. So bad that I'm panicking.. I look ok but in me, it's a mess.. I dunno why.. And I'm feeling very scared right now..

Corporate People

Working on a case given to me by my M. Corporate client... Sigh.. They are difficult people to please. First they cannot decide on the destination. Then when finally they decide on the place to go, they cannot decide if they want to extend a not. Sigh.. Then now, they tell me that they are making their own reservation for the international sector. And guess when they're traveling? Next Tuesday. ARGHH!!!

Ok.. Here are the pictures from the wedding.. Part of it lah.. Will post the rest I have bit by bit...

This was taken at the end of the dinner.. There's a wackier version but not nice lah.. So just this loh..

This is one of the few wedding photos they had on display lining the way to the dining area. I find it really unique as I don't remember seeing anyone with this style of wedding pics before.

This is my personal favourite. Absolutely love this piece...

Stay tuned for more.....

His Wedding...

Ok, here is the post about James' wedding. My first christian wedding. The first time I see his dad, the first time someone so close to me got married. I still can't believe he's already someone else's husband. It was nice. Thank god for Lizzy who went with me. At least I get to fufill my role as his 'sister' and don't feel out of place alone in the celebration at the same time. But the feeling's really weird. Tried to post some pics but I think there's some probs so I'll try again later.. Stay tuned!!

Reason Why I Wanna Shift Here...

Apart from the money issue, another very big reason is cos my old bloggy is actually accidentally exposed to some people who I don't want as a reader to it. My blog is a place for me to vent my anger, frustration, share what I went through and my life with my friends. Not for people to read and bitch about it behind my back and worse still make my life more miserable.

I believe the main purpose of a blog is for us to write and feel better.. Not write and worry of anyone will use it back on us.. Thus, after much consideration, I decided to change to this new location.

I fall in love with this blogskin the minute I see it. I guess at this point of time, I feel I'm floating helplessly in the deep vast ocean, trying to find my lighthouse. But till now, no luck. Hopefully, by the opening of this new blog, I'll be able to find myself again real soon...

James' wedding tomorrow... Have not decide what I will be wearing... Have not prepare his card.. But prepared the ang pow already *heart aching..* .

No time to touch the keyboard for weeks.. KY is gonna kill me on Sun.. I'm already very behind Min and Hua and I've been missing lessons... And now I still can't play the song.

Kanji test on Sunday, 2 Pages of homework. Unlearnt, un-practised, undone...

Look out for my pic on the Orbituary page on Monday.. *CHOY!!!!!*

More problems....

I really have to leave this place before I go crazy and die here..

I dunno what their strategy is but seriously it's not gonna work.. It will not 'motivate' me more. It will only torture me more and push me out of this place faster.. And the latter is working.. I AM GOING.....

First Post...

Okay... Setting up this new place of mine.. Hope this will turn up well..