Magic... I Like!!!!!

I've always been very fascinated by magic. Ever since David Copperfield and the recent Criss Angel. I'm especially taken in by Criss Angel. So charming... Hee... Bag boys always captivates me more...

ANYWAY, my latest love is (not surprisingly) from Taiwan. Liu Chen,刘谦老师. He is (needless to say) charming, and his magic skills are good! I never fail to drop my jaws whenever he performs. Skillful and charming.

Anyway, below is his blog with magic clips. It's in chinese by the way... Enjoy...
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/luchenmagic

A Nice and Quiet Sunday...

Plans to cycle or learn blading at ECP dropped due to the lack of participants. So Hua and I decided to rot away at the airport. Armed with my novels, psp, the blanket shaw I bought from Korea and my mp3, I met up with Hua at Terminal 3. Made Hua bring all the 4 books to the Twilight Saga and I brought her some chinese novels. Watched the show and can't wait to read the books. I'm glad I watch the movie first instead of reading the book first. The movie will be disappointing if that's the case. Finished the second book in the series yesterday and now I just can't wait for work to be over for me to grab the third book again.

Anyway, back to the reading session. We had lunch at Lerk Thai and then proceeded to Terminal 2's Gloria Jeans at the Arrival hall to start out 'rotting'. It's been a long long while since I last did it. I had almost forgotten how good it feels! We found a sofa seat right We read, gossip about strangers, read, chat a bit, read, get distracted by the people arriving from the flights, the pilots, the stewardess and the stewards then read somemore. Time past easily and I found myself more lost in the book then ever. This has indeed been one of the best Sundays I've had for a long long time!

I hope to have more of these sessions soon!!!!

Another Fight...

Sigh... It's getting more and more difficult to find someone to understand you as you grow up. In the past, I used to be able to talk to my mum about anything. But recently, I realise that all our fights began with the same topic. My brother's gf. Whenever she came into the picture, we will tend to fight. Any conversation about her between us would definitely end up in a fight. So much so that I really dunno how to talk to her anymore. Even if the converstaion is not negative. This is so depressing. I always get misunderstood. I just can't find anyone to talk to anymore. And when this happens, who can blame me for being displease with her? And I don't even know if I should let my mum know of this discovery. And every time, my tears and anger just seems so unreasonable.

Why is everything just so difficult and complicated?

Am I to close up myself like what I did in secondary school again? Except that this time, I'll just let the depressed feeling engulf me instead of fighting it away?

Great Weekend and Holi...

Wallet is officially dying due to blood loss. It's only 2nd week of the month and I'm already broke. December's never a good month for me with all the birthdays and festivals. I have a love and hate relationship with this month. This is the month where I can enjoy and celebrate with all my friends but ever year, this is also the month where I hit an all time high with my expenditure.

I've calculated. I've already spent all of my salary.


Anyway, had a great weekend. Met up with Hua, Rac and Min on Sat for dinner and coffee. Then Hua, Rac and myself met up again. We were at Akashi for dinner on Sat and we went to Carousel for High Tea Buffet yesterday. The spread was good. Next up, Christmas dinner.


I got my bluetooth ear piece. I had been eyeing this design for quite a while but apparently it's selling like hot cakes. It has ran out of stock almost island wide. But Hua and Rac managed to get it. Happy...


I've got a lovely chocolate cake from Aman and Kiddo.. It was heavenly...


For birthday and christmas this year, I finally got myself started on some facial skin care products. And it cost me a nuclear bomb! Sigh... I've always had very good complexion which allows me to start the 'maintanance' late but I guess it's time I start.

And this time, I shall preservere...

Compensation? Or It Was Sincerely Meant To For Me?

I'm going on the RCCL cruise next weekend. For 4 nights.

Everytime my M rejected my request, she will send me out on a trip. As if it's her compensation to me. Sigh... But somethimes, I need my request to be approved more than anything. It doesn't help to just send me out.

I hope she realise that point cos I might not even be around for Natas at all if all plans succeed...

Older Now... But Wiser?

It's just 27 years into my life. Started this entry at 10.30pm. I know I'll take a long time to complete this. Mainly because I'm in a mess and hopefully can sort things out.

As years past, I'm no longer looking forward to this day. In fact, I fear this day. Not because of aging but the possibility that negative or bad things happening increases. Especially to the people around me. Especially my close ones. The fear gets so strong that it overwhelms me. So much so that I feel suffocated. So strong that I feel my wave of depression threatens to crash onto me again.

I just want to sleep and sleep. But even during sleep, I fear. Cos days passes as we sleep. Nowadays, I can't sleep in silence. I need at least the radio on. In silence, my mind will roam uncontrollably and I will be engulfed by fear again. No amount of assurance will help. Many a time, I tried to free my mind but never once succeed. Maybe I'm just too afraid to lose anyone around me. Especially my family. And buddies. And losing myself when the day comes.

This is a very heavy thought. Especially on this day. But this is one thing that will happen someday. And that's what scares me. I know I will not have the strength to carry on when that day comes. And I hate being unable to prevent it from happening. But it's just the life cycle that we all have to go through. I know this but just can't come to terms with it.

And the work life is not helping. I still have not resolved the problem on my leave for my Taiwan trip. And motivation level is definitely at the lowest now.

Everyone says we get 3 wishes on our birthday. 2 Of which we must announce and 1 of which we must keep a secret.

1) May the leave for my Taiwan trip be approved and for me to go on it.

2) May I find the next good job successfully.

3) ........

'Time to Let Go' from http://stickgal.blogspot.com/

And may all my wishes come true.

Happy Birthday to me...