Saturday, December 27, 2008

Another Fight...

Sigh... It's getting more and more difficult to find someone to understand you as you grow up. In the past, I used to be able to talk to my mum about anything. But recently, I realise that all our fights began with the same topic. My brother's gf. Whenever she came into the picture, we will tend to fight. Any conversation about her between us would definitely end up in a fight. So much so that I really dunno how to talk to her anymore. Even if the converstaion is not negative. This is so depressing. I always get misunderstood. I just can't find anyone to talk to anymore. And when this happens, who can blame me for being displease with her? And I don't even know if I should let my mum know of this discovery. And every time, my tears and anger just seems so unreasonable.

Why is everything just so difficult and complicated?

Am I to close up myself like what I did in secondary school again? Except that this time, I'll just let the depressed feeling engulf me instead of fighting it away?

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