Horrid Day...

Today is the day where you get blamed for even just simply being alive. You get blamed for everything that happened, you get blamed cos you breathe. Simply cos you're alive.

The morning started with me fighting with my AM. Just over 1 stupid movie screening which I don't see the point of me attending. In the first place, it wasn't even compulsory and we were RSVP-ed in without being asked. I don't watch the movie which they screen but when I knew that my TM also backed out for tonight cos there was not going to be any product brief or explaination. He said if I don't feel like going then don't. And give the chance to others. I also asked if I can be excused when my AM walked in and she started screaming at me. She said we all RSVP-ed and then we backed out. Hello.. Did we voluntarily RSVP? Did we RSVP ourselves? NO NO NO? If we need to meet a certain headcourt to show our support for the event, then why was non of my 'M's around? Not even my new TM who ought to be leading his team for this event? These people are all crap. In my opinion. So I just calmly retorted back that it's just a thought. But that bitch just went on barking. And did my TM stand up for me? Nope. He just hid like an ostrich. And pretended to me busy with his work. Fantastic. So I just again calmly told her to forget it and I will go. But I also made it clear that I will just go and show my face then off I go. She told me to just go ahead and do it. Leave when the movie is starting. How much more brainless can a person get? Ha.. So comical. Wouldn't that be even worse and uglier? But since she gave the go ahead, that's what I did. But even without her go ahead, I'm going to do that as well. Not that her opinion made any difference. So that basically started my foul mood for the day.

Nearing the end of the day, I had a fight with an auntie in my department. And it isn't even my fault. It's just cos I'll the only oldie left in the department and everything just so naturally became my responsibility. Even stuff that was supposed to be of the job of my superviors then and supposed to be passed on to this new TM of mine. But did he assume the responsibility? NO NO NO again. He just bounced the ball back to me. So I just had to take on all the responsibility while he just appears to throw his authority around a little few time daily. After the fight, he just come up to me to try and calm me down and appease my anger. And what freaking use is that? I told him to leave me alone and he just again tries to pacify me. Now I call him the 2 headed serpent. Not even a snake but a serpent. He's just those kind of manager who is just in name. And he does those little things to show that he is a good TM. But hey, grow up! That just don't happen. I hope he realise it soon.

No appetite for dinner at all after all the happenings today. Luckily I still have my strawberry shortcake from Canele yesterday.